Hi, I'm Awesome In Human Form

I work at night, that’s why. ^^ But tonight, I’ll be able to sleep at night. \o/ Because I only had a four hour shift today. (Still, I work everyday, nonetheless. T-T Quite pointless.)

Thanks. I should sleep soon too. Because my shift at McDonalds earlier felt like I was feeding a country of Sooyoungs. >.> And to think I was alone on the shift. 

I will kill Jessica, fuck Taeyeon and marry Tiffany…

WTF, right? I killed my bias. :| LOL

And another question from another anon;

i sympathize for yoona, A LOT. but i guess that’s just a part of her why i can’t leave her after almost 4 years of being a yoona stan. idk. there’s something with yoona that makes me bring out so many feelings for her which already came to the point that if i’ll meet her personally, just the two of us, i think i’ll faint, if not, i’ll surely cry. i really love this girl that there are times, she’s the only snsd member i care of the most

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I’ve said this before and talked about how I felt about Yoona once or twice too.

Yoona reminds me of how unfair the world is and sometimes it makes me wonder how she ever deals with wanting to prove the public that she had been wronged but not being able to. Yoona is proof that even if you’re not doing anything and just playing nice and staying in the background, people will still find a way to criticize you as long as you’re standing on that stage underneath the limelight. It saddens me though that she’s not even one to step into the spotlight, rather she is just pushed into it, and yet she’s the one suffering the repercussions.

It’s one of the most depressing things to think about and it sucks not being able to do anything against it because you just know life is just like that.

Fame is exposure and once you’re exposed, people will put you under the microscope and because they can’t directly get close to you and know everything about you, they try to define you in their minds. That’s why I’m glad when I see Yoona smile. Other than the fact that it’s one cute unique smile, it’s a comforting thought that the girl can still smile. Amazing in a sense. I admire her for it.

As a true SONE and someone who watches over these nine girls, there’s always a part of your heart that goes to this girl. 

Your first question reflects how fans seem to have the notion (and I seriously don’t know where they get it) that SME has the ultimate and absolute power to control the media and the public in a way that they want their products to be received. Although, SME can indirectly control the results with their very well respected (and very well bashed, because poor unfortunate fans we are…) marketing schemes, it is still solely up to the public (us) whether we will like what they throw at us. Meaning, hypothetically speaking, let’s say your theory is correct and SME wants to raise Jessica’s popularity and throw her out there, offers won’t come showering down Jessica unless the public demands more of her. Although my baby is quite especially busy lately, right? The girls themselves said they are aware that each member’s popularity is seasonal. Jessica is in season. ^^

Secondly, no, I have not heard of that. With all the bashing Jessica got pre-debut… lmfao it’s no wonder she was quite popular when SNSD debuted. Like I said, even if SME has decided who the central member would be, it is still up to the public to choose who they will view as the face and the center. I’ve always felt that there’s no certain conspiracy and that SME is just good at picking their centers and have been quite spot on with their choices. After all, they don’t spend money and time training a bunch of kids for nothing, right? 

There’s rarely any conspiracy in Kpop, just over-imaginative children. 

You’d have to be either really insensitive or ignorant if your heart doesn’t sympathize with Yoona even in the slightest ways. /my yoona feelings activated. <3 

No to an online relationship for me because I know me. I could barely hold on to a relationship that is right in front of me, forcing and clawing it’s way into my soul and yet I can still find a way to run away and find an escape route or something. So I’m pretty positive I won’t survive an online relationship. That and because physical intimacy matters to me. 

http://korean.sogang.ac.kr/
- I learned my basic Korean here because back when I was 12 (which was when I started learning Korean), Talk To Me In Korean.com wasn’t up yet.

http://talktomeinkorean.com - It’s a really damn good site. Really. LOL 

And then find a Korean speaking forum to practice your Korean or talk to some Koreans while drinking soju. /cheers

What “boyfraaan.” >.> 

And uhh, yeah it’s kind of one of the reasons why I don’t read blogs like his or anything on a frequent basis. Too serious. LOL People tend to pick on the most irrelevant details and blow it up. lol 

I’ve actually always thought she’d make a pretty good actress… especially when I heard her role for this musical. 

Friggin sexay Stephanie. .___. Who the fuck is Jessica, right. lol

Edit: IDK what the fuck is wrong with tumblr… /shrugs Here’s the link. http://youtu.be/2VZpds6hO7c